I find myself so tired of social networks lately.. actually of people in general sometimes… Theres nothing more annoying to me then someone who complains constantly about their lives.. yet all they do is use the term “me, me, me” or “look at me look at me”.. and you wonder why your life is the way it is.. maybe if for once you didnt just think about yourself.. or talk about yourself.. or try to bring attention to yourself.. theres other things in life ya kno? like friends.. family.. experiences.. but you miss out on all that because your only concerned with yourself.. you would rather post selfies instead of enjoying real life time with friends.. you would rather complain about your personal life problems on fb instead of finding an answer in real life to fix the problem so you wont have to vent on fb.. the world does not revolve around us thank god for that.. theres so much out there and if people would just stop with the “me me me” they would notice it, they would attract more people to their lives.. no body wants to be around self centered people 24/7.. we all have moments and are entitled to them.. but come on! dont make it a habit! you have no one to blame but yourself for pushing people away but honestly what do you need friends for if the only thing you care to talk about is yourself?
Id rather be making memories with friends, listening to them and sharing times with them then only living inside my own head.. id rather have memories then material.. id rather have love over anything..
The Sun will rise and set regardless. What we choose to do with the light while it’s here is up to us. Journey wisely
it has been 3 days over a full month of my new life change. Being a vegetarian has really changed my entire perspective on life. My tastebuds enjoy so many new flavors and new concepts. im learning so much.. the health benefits of a plant based diet are incredible.. plants are truly a natural healer… the amount of natural energy i have is amazing, im no longer stuggling to get outta bed in the mornings and my sleep is so peaceful night after night.. my skin has such a positive radiant reaction.. Not to mention the spiritual rising this new lifestyle has given me.. its opened a new world to me and im excited to continue this journey.
when i think back to all the complaints i had about men.. how they are no good.. they are all the same.. they treat me like trash..he said/she said this about them.. yadda yadda the complaints that you hear most women say.. ive realized i have nobody but myself to blame! let me explain.. in our minds we all have the ideal person we believe is the perfect one for us! down to what they should look like to the type of music they listen to.. and i ask myself.. what the hell does any of that matter? i wasted nearly 6 years of my life committed to a man who was only really committed to me for maybe a total of about 6 months out of those years.. what for? because i thought he was the perfect one? so in my mind i thought being ignored, being cheated on, being let down was perfect? why because he was an artist? because i thought his life was what i wanted? i based material, looks and life style as my searchings for the right man.. instead of his heart, his intentions, his intelligence, his ability to be thoughtful and caring, who he is inside.. after him i vowed to never ever put myself through that again.. and what did i do after that? the same exact routine! except i gave myself bounderies.. i said ok.. no more men with face tattoos! or no more men who smoke weed.. haha like that was really the problem! i should have said ok no more men who look at women like they are just a game.. no more men who dont believe in chivalry.. no more men who arent ready to settle down.. no more boy mentality look for a man! but i didnt.. and i continued to date some of the worst males ever… my attraction to the wrong couldnt be broken.. i ran away from some of the nicest men ever to come my way because at the time they just didnt fit what i was looking for.. and now i see a lot of these guys in wonderful relationships and its makes me happy cuz lord knows at the time they wanted me i was not the girl they were gona want me to be.. but now i beat myself up over the ‘what ifs’ or ‘what could have beens’ if i just wasnt so scared at the time to think outside of my box and go for what i need instead of what i want.. and now i know that when you go after what you need it becomes everything you ever really wanted.. and now i dont have a box.. the universe has opened my heart up to all the oppurtunities in the world.. things that i didnt think were within reach are suddenly placed right in front of me.. or maybe theyve always been in front of me and i just wasnt ready to accept its many offerings.. love is not an image.. its not someones style or someones lifestyle.. love is a soul.. love is someones full being.. their mind who they are and what they are about.. life is just truly beautiful and the people in it are all worth the chance.. and i can only hope that im forgiven for being so jaded all these years.. i will not be afraid to love and let my heart be open.. what a happy new year! *stay irie*
the beginning of the rest of my life ♥
2013 has left me with not many options. Its been the biggest struggle yet with the most downfalls. when youve hit your rock bottom the only option you have is to look for an answer.. look for an uplifting. ive done much freeing of my soul and forgiving myself for the the wrong doings ive committed. Ive found my love for spirituality, the higher power, earth and the universe. i believe in good vibes, creating these vibes and spreading the love of positivity and peace of mind. with that being said and appreciating all the good the earth & universe has done for me.. im giving back and fully giving into the many blessing the earth provides. Come January i make the promise of becoming fully vegetarian. the earth gives you everything you need to thrive.. i do not believe in the killing of the innocent, but i will not judge those who eat meat. this is my personal choice and i will not make anyone feel bad for the way they live, its not my concern. this quote “to touch meat is to touch death” is what really struck me to make this decision for once and for all. im excited for this journey and change of life.. *stay irie*